I didn't think it was possible for a chuuba to be more dependent on her audience than they are on her but poruka has reached a whole new level of reverse parasociality. I honestly think it's because of her roommate's life experience. Like how in the motherfuck would you be expected to handle thousands of fans functionally overnight when, up until now, barely anyone in your whole life had even a platonic, much less romantic, interest in you?
The worst part is I bet not a whole lot has changed in her real life so she can still throw herself headlong into those menba-only posts. It's kinda weird honestly because 3.or four years ago I could see myself saying a lot of the same things if I somehow found myself in her position
