YOU FUCKING WKNOW WHAT? IM FUCKING SHITFACED AT 3AM WATCHING THE FUCKING CHRISTMAS RELAY AND I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT THE RUSHIA. SHE WOULD BE FUCKING LIVE RIGHT NOW YOU KNOW MATE. SHE WOULD BE FUCKING SINGING AT 3 AM IN THE FUCKING 2022 HOLOLIVE KURISUMASU RIREEE MATE. SHIT IS JUST NOT FUCKING FAIR LIFE IS NOT BLOODY FAIR MATE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT ?
IT'S HER FAULT
SHE IS A FUCKING DUMBFUCK MATE
ALL SHE HAD TO DO WAS TO TURN ON THE FUCKING DO NO T DISTURB MODE FOR FUCKS SAKE. I HONESTLY CANNOT BELIEVE SHE'S FUCKING GONE FUCK FUCK FUCK.
FUCKING HELL WHAT A RETARD. SHE'S MY OSHII BUT HOLY FUCK WHAT A FUCKING BRAINDEAD MOVE MATE, HONESTLY. THE REMEMBRANCE OF HER STUPIDITY MAKES ME LAUGH SOMETIMES. WHAT A MONGOL. JUST IMAGINE. FLICKING THAT SILENT MODE SWITCH WOULD'VE CHANGED FUCKING EVERYTHING I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT MATE. HONESTLY, IT PISSES ME OFF, SHE SHOULD BE FUCKING HERE SINGING RIGHT NOW.
I'M ABOUT TO EMPTY THE FUCKING SMIRNOFF BOTTLE AND MY MARLBOROS ARE FUCKING GONE I SWEAR TO GOD MATE, I WOULD GIVE UP ALL MY VICES JUST TO SEE RUSHIA BACK AGAIN, JUST ONE TIME, AT THE FUCKING HOLOLIVE 2022 CHRISTMASS RELAYY BY OOKAMI MIO MATE. JUST FUCKING SHOOT ME IF THAT'S WHAT TI FUCKING TAKES.
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYUMORE HONESLTY, I MIGHT END UP KILLING MYSELF BECAUSE THIS IS MY 4TH CHRISTMASS IN A ROW WATCHING HOLOLIVE AND THE ABSENCE OF URHUTA RUSHIA IS FUCKING DEPRESSING
BUT YOU FUCKING KNOW WHAT MATE? I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. I MIGHT AS WELL GROW UP AND GIVE UP FUCKING VIRTUAL YOUTUB ERS. YOU KNOW WHAT? I WASN'T EVEN A PAYPIG, SO I DIDN'T LOSE A SINGLE FUCKING CENT MATE. SO FUCK OFF, HONESTLY. THIS MIGHT AS WELL BE THE LAST FUCKING CHRISTMAS I WATCH THE STUPID RELAY WITH THE SAME STUPI9D SONG ON REPEAT.
MAYBE GROWING AS A PERSSON WAS THE LAST THING RUSHIA WISHED FOR US. I'M GONNA MAKE IT BROS FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK THIS SHIT. VTUBERS ARE FUCKING OVER FOR ME FROM KNOW ON. THANKS RUSHIA I FUCKING LOVE YOU YOU STUPID MONGOLE WHORE (I MISS YOU <333 )
