The only reason you are upset with the homos is because you don't trust your oshi. You keep shifting blame to the males, but they are not to blame. Deep down, some part of you knows that she cannot keep her impulses in check.

She might not stream regularly or might even be on break, but there's a nagging feeling at the back of your head, gnawing at you every minute she's not live.

Me? I am completely fine.