>>4062397818 year old whores can't fill the hole in your soul anon.
I mean neither can this..
But what you need to do is find something that makes you so passionate you have to struggle to keep your grip on your life for it in a healthy way. Like art or photography or carpentry or camping or something.
"Find a passion not a distraction." my dad always said. I have that in my career but others are definitely less fortunate to know what exactly can motivate them to that degree.
But 18 year old pussy is just a filler but it all just blurs together as a pointless number in the end and names and faces of those you slept with turn into a foggy blotch in your memory.