>>40963056You don't know what you're talking about. She says it both as a joke, knowing she's privilege to be in Nijisanji compared to where she use to be, and a belief in her that these good things are too good to be true that her personality may get her into trouble with her manager and with the upper chain. Just today on her Madison stream she felt overwhelmed by all of the gift donations she was receiving as she felt she didn't deserve it and all she did was stream a game, and yelled (forgot what else she said) so she asked aloupeeps to stop gifting. I think she also turned off super chats as well.
Enna has time and time again said she loves to stream. She didn't like it at first when she first debuted but now she loves it and she actually shows it when she talks lengthily at times well after she's finished playing a game or a zatsudon or whatever and we're on the 5th or 6th hour of just talking which I highly enjoy.