>>40962851Well yeah that's the thing she wasnt ready. She started seeing her numbers go up and felt guilty.
The thing is.
Hana is a half Japanese half white girl who went to Indonesia for cheap college and found a career there instead. She's not even remotely Indonesian but became not only a big name in en communities but a big name in Indonesia. She's said before that she felt like people would hate her because she was popular or think that she was only collabing with other people to bring them up as some pity thing. She was worried everyone would hate her so she purposely culled her numbers by reducing her streams and by streaming during times for JP not burgers. Then she'd do entire streams of nothing but fishing in FFXIV for hours and speak in Indonesian
And now She still does better than every former Id member outside of Mika