>>40970056I once said that vtubing is one of the most devious forms of entertainment ever devised, and although I haven't really changed that opinion, I've reached a point where I can enjoy it for the talent, personality, content, and community. Even the shitposting is a lot more fun now.
It really helps that my circumstances were rather unique, and that I eventually found like minded people to enjoy things with.
>>40970319That is the difference between you and I and the schizos. If your obsession continues past the point of bright eyed idol worship and silly puppy love, and becomes something more like animosity, you will become a schizo. It helps if you don't have a sense of self grandeur about things.
Try and stay grounded. It isn't impossible to move on, or hell, to reform and try to enjoy your oshi/chuubas in a healthier way.
>>40970424I was simply very fortunate that my arc occured within a very specific set of circumstances. I don't think I would ever have the heart to be a schizo for my oshi, but things might have been different if I was not helped by many kind anons along the way, so I try to do my best and help others, if I can.
I really hope everyone can be happy.