I just had the most horrendous dream of all time and I kept waking up and falling back asleep and it just wouldn't end. It started with some game by Crypton Future Media Inc. failing, it was like some open world game with male idols, and to recoup their losses they had to get rid of XSOLEIL which apparently they funded somehow, so all of them had to graduate within a day and if they didn't get to stream too bad. They didn't even inform them about it because Kotoka was streaming and she learned about it from her chat. Then somehow Iluna was also graduating. I know most people in this board would not give a single fuck if any of Iluna graduated but it made me realize how hard it would hit me. I saw Scarle walking across the street and she smiled at me and it was a sad but brave smile to try and cheer me up but I couldn't stop crying. I was also particularly devastated about Mari and had a very long conversation with her but all I remember was the end of it where she said at least she ended on a good note and had 69 streams. It occurs to me that Ren wasn't in this dream at all for some reason so dreams are weird. Then later there were a bunch of people leaving in a few cars together. I think it was Pomu, and Uki, and Enna and Reimu, and maybe Shu? So I said bye to each of them, and Uki said "If you want to see us, you can always come to [state name]." And I thought maybe I would, though it was Mari I really wanted to see. And then a voiceover in the dream told me "It was true. I never saw any of them again." Also, Kronii and Fauna were there for some reason and in their own car but they were taking forever to leave and they kept cuddling or something. I made a point of just walking away because I didn't care about Hololive. But eventually they left and I said goodbye to be polite. IRyS showed up at the end and she opened a gate for me but I squeezed through on my own. Then I opened a gate for her and she just jumped right over it. Later my father bought me a ceramic figure of Sakura Miko. I said thank you because it was a gift from my father but internally I was disgusted because it was Hololive but also kind of pleased because it was a very well made figure. He also bought me a lot of merchandise of Gumi, the Vocaloid character, and I was very excited. Apparently there was some big sale.