>>4126204She strikes me as someone who tried a normie life with a normal job & normal relationship.
But none of it worked out. She frequently references being from a black company. Not something you'd say about a job you liked. She keeps loads of porn around, clearly sexually deprived/frustrated.
To get out of the rut, she re-immersed herself in her teenage hobbies (anime, streaming, doujin community), and eventually landed on this vtuber gig.