>>41490033first she wanted to make clear that she's not taking a break because she's tired of vtubing, or because she got depressed, or because she started to hate vtubing
then she wanted to make clear that she's absolutely, definitely coming back
the reason she's taking a break is because she's in a "guild" (as she had apparently already informed her audience) and she has a lot that she needs to do because she's in that "guild", including studying a lot and apparently a bunch of other things. There's a goal she's been aiming for for a long time, something she wants to achieve, and she needs to do a lot to actually make progress in achieving it.
until now that's meant that she's been limited in terms of the amount of spare time she's been able to give to her vtubing activities. blah blah basically she's having a hard time balancing her "guild" stuff with her vtubing stuff. Instead of half-assing both she wants to full-ass one. She says she has a perfectionist attitude where she wants to give 100% of herself to stuff and she doesn't feel like she can do that while doing both her "guild" work and her vtubing stuff.
She said she's picking her vtubing as the thing she wants to full-ass, but to prepare for doing vtubing seriously (to give 100% to vtubing) she needs to prepare. She can't quit the 'guild' overnight and there's a lot she needs to wrap up there, but she also needs to prepare a lot in order to be able to do all the things she wanted to do and give 100% to vtubing. She says instead of streaming a bunch and while doing so preparing in that way in her spare time, she needs to be able to take a big chunk of time in which she can focus on preparing fully so she can come back at 100%. So she's taking a break from streaming.
In particular, in terms of stuff that she's felt she was unable to do, she felt bad that for two months she wasn't able to find the time to do superchat thanking. She appreciates the support a lot and found it really difficult to not to have been able to do that. She also feels bad about not being able to be very active on twitter or replying to comments etc. And she wants to be able to stream every day, she wants to stream twice a day, morning and night, but she can't while she's in the guild. At the moment she averages like 3 times a week and she wants to do a lot more. And she wants to practice and get better at singing. She wants more time to put into her vtubing. She wants to have the time to study up on indie vtuber knowhow. She wants to be able to read more to learn more about the world. She feels like she's spending all her time and effort on being able to have an 'output' and she's neglecting being able to have any 'input' i.e. have any personal growth.
tldr she wants to vtube full time, to only be doing vtubing, and needs to take time off to prepare for that, apparently
