>>41456880I mean, things are different for different people. I've been in this ride for over two years now, but I don't have the time, nor the patience to be what Kiara wants me to be, which is an active KFP. I don't use twitter and I won't bother to create a fake/fan account just to suck up to her. I don't send scs often, I don't chat often, I do not go to the discord, etc, etc. The reason is very simple, I usually watch Kiara streams while I am at work or when I am trying to relax after getting home from work, I don't have the energy nor the time to be the fan that she'd prefers us to be. I'd rather do something else, play/watch or read something, go out with my friends, maybe even get wasted by myself. I don't think this make me any less of a fan than the guys that are always there talking to her, I don't even think she thinks that, I think she just would prefer if people were more active in chat. I know that my messages aren't going to get more attention than the people that are usually there, but at least I know that when she addresses me, it is actually something that she might be interested in. I guess it varies from person to person, but I am satisfied with how things are, I honestly find it amazing that she liked two or three of my comments on youtube before, because I never comment right when the video is up.