>>4167980It's not that interesting and I'm not good at telling stories. It started in highschool, I was in love with her and genuinely autistic. For some reason she decided to approach me and talk to me and I had to go to the bathroom to vomit after that (yes, that's how it started). We slowly became friends and she ended up falling for me. After a couple of months we got in an argument because she thought that I was in love with one of my friends and I got tired of her shit so we stopped seeing eachother.
This girl never stopped trying to get back with me, she used any excuse posible to come to my house to ask for something and even sent me DMs everywhere to talk with her.
I was suicidal at the time and in dire need of interaction of any kind, but I was also tired of her being so annoying and told her to meet up and talk it out (it seemed like I could reason with her at the time), this ended up leading to kinky sex and we ended up being back together. I can't really summarize 5 years of an abusive relationship but I ended up alone and with no friends, she even made me break some of the things gifted to me to show "loyalty". I couldn't take it anymore and decided to go to a psychologist and she designated me a psychiatrist who gave me meds. After I got better I started to notice how unhappy I really was and that she was really taking a toll on me mentally. I talked with her about it, we broke up, and she contacted me a month later telling me that she was in love with another guy.
Sorry for the huge fucking blogpost, I kinda needed to vent out.
