>>41608319>you came to the realization you were a loser and decided to make ti your whole personalitydid you miss the part where I said
>I might be a 'loser' in the societal view of the term but at least I don't actually view myself as a loser or care if I am a loserreading comprehension doko?
I don't think of myself as a loser, I'm just aware that is how I am/would be viewed by most people but secretly deep down, if I was to be completely honest, I don't actually give a fuck. But I also believe most people are not so different from me in certain regards like the whole gossiping thing; normies preoccupy their entire lives with shit like that too. It's only weird here because it happens to be online and involve people with anime avatars in the discussion.
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>meanwhile i took a hard look at myself and decided to improvetop fucking kek; you decided to improve and yet here you still are. Gawking at random anons like a fucking attention-starved weirdo lecher in some seedy bar desperately trying to have human contact and reassuring themselves that this makes them better than the other weirdos they are observing, somehow. You haven't improved, you're not better and you never will be, you're just in denial. Don't forget, you're here forever.
You find these threads fun, you enjoy getting (You)s, you're the same as you were before, you just think arbitrary 'milestones' like having a job or whatever mean it 'doesn't count' somehow. You're here doing the same shit as me except you do it as some desperate panicked way of telling yourself that you've improved somehow and to cope with your feelings of worthlessness. I'm here because it's fucking easy to just type random shit in these threads and laugh at the all random chaos; it's entertaining to me and the fact that I'm honest about unironically enjoying shit like gossiping about nyanners or whatever means I'm not insecure and am more comfortable than you ever will be.
