>>41961795I made a Tulpa years ago, I talked with her every day for a year and then decided that having a tulpa is dumb and ignored her, she went crazy due to the isolation and tried to take control my by body. This isn't be being schizo, I fought a mental war to kill this socially deprived Tulpa I had created and once I killed her I basically ruined my ability to visualize and now suffer from Aphantasia that I am now trying to treat with LSD and hopefully DMT in the future if I can obtain some.
Moral of the story is don't fucking make a Tulpa, two people can't share one head comfortably. It isn't just a 'imaginary friend' it is another consciousness in your head with it's own dreams and ambitions just like you but with no means to physically enact them itself.
