>>42651798Depression is a fucked up thing anon. My brother is clinically depressed and I've had to stop him from killing himself multiple times before he got over that portion of his life.
Suicide is never the proper option if you are able to live without physical issues. I've given it a lot of thought in my own life and suicide just boils down to something that I hate, its boring. The end of a book and it just stops and you have nobody to talk to about it, that's boring. Same concept. As long as you are alive you keep adding more pages. There's sections where it drags on and gets dark but you are always making more pages. That's my philosophy anyway.
Some people need help from doctors and that's fine, nothing wrong with getting help. If, by the off chance, someone reads this post and it convinces you to see someone then great. You have to take those steps tho. Nobody else can do that.
