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>Be virgin 22 yo.
>Be into GFE.
>Menhera oshi is really committed to it, stalks her fans accounts and gets upset if you watch other girls.
>She gets annoyed when someone talks about a gf or other girls.
>I'm falling for her in a more serious way.
>But feel self-conscious about my sexless state.
>Want to take it off with a prostitute before fully commiting to my oshi.
>Consider it for a long time, I don't really want to do it but curiosity gets me.
>Finally go to brothel.
>Still doubting but carry on.
>Can't enjoy it, can't even get real hard.
>Feelt like shit after.
>Now too ashamed to even show up to my oshi's stream.
>Be into GFE.
>Menhera oshi is really committed to it, stalks her fans accounts and gets upset if you watch other girls.
>She gets annoyed when someone talks about a gf or other girls.
>I'm falling for her in a more serious way.
>But feel self-conscious about my sexless state.
>Want to take it off with a prostitute before fully commiting to my oshi.
>Consider it for a long time, I don't really want to do it but curiosity gets me.
>Finally go to brothel.
>Still doubting but carry on.
>Can't enjoy it, can't even get real hard.
>Feelt like shit after.
>Now too ashamed to even show up to my oshi's stream.
