>>4312496>>4314139>>4295411>>4299026>>4298915I would like to add that (current) Haachama holds the value of being "strong" quite seriously. Heck, you can see this idea in many content she put out. For example:
- One of the more prominent lines from REDHEART literally says "Stronger than I ever been before..."
- The MV before her 1 million subs celebration stream places great emphasises on how Akaihaato was a crybaby when she first started:
https://youtu.be/pC3-IpyW23A?t=73- She has spoken in a membership stream that she sees Akaihaato as a "weak character". i.e. she sees her past self, who was prone to cry easily and had a rather iconic moment where she completely broke down crying on stream due to some kind of technical difficulty (Cover still have this as one of her recommended scenes on their website, which is pretty funny I'll admit), as weak.
This is also why she's so obsessed with being the "strongest idol". She most likely sees crying as a weakness and thus avoids doing so as much as she can, especially in front of other people, which is also the mindset most men typically have.
>>4313598>She's cried a bit during emotional moments in singing streams before like this one where she was sniffling a bunch.That stream also turns out to be the moment where she first(?) said "Haachama is asleep", basically saying she's Akaihaato at the moment.
https://youtu.be/W0c4Y9BDeCA?t=4033Considering what I said earlier, she crying in that stream could be interpreted as she feeling it's okay to cry because at that moment, she doesn't need to be "strong" anymore, because the only ones there are her and her most supportive fans.
