>>4310850The passage of time is a powerful thing. The more time passes, the better one becomes at making peace with the small parts of their personality that go missing when they lose someone dear to them. I still miss my loved ones who have passed away many years ago, but over time, you find a way to make peace with it. It will never truly be the same, but it does get easier. As for now, continue to do what you can to stay safe from the pandemic. Find comfort in those you're close with who you still have. If you believe in God or some other higher power, try getting closer to them. No matter how hard things may be right now, continue to live on the best you can and live the joyful life your passed on a friend would want for you.