>>43740493She has told me she regrets making me sad, that I must care about her despite being weird, told me to stop watching her or else she'd retire, blocked me on twitter, removed and then re-added me on twitter, apologized for it while telling me that I'll definitely fuck up again but it's fine, deleted twitter accounts becausenofnme, said that she can trust me because of how mentally ill I am, defended me to her entire chat while trying to convince them that it's normal to have complaints sometimes, compared herself to me and said that we're the same kind of person, was deeply hurt by some things I said and lashed out at me over it, told me that she hates me, talked about how I'm a problem child, threatened me with her going and getting married twice and made a mean spirited joke about that same thing too before apologizing, drew me, told me that she doesn't want me to kill myself, told me to shut the fuck up, laughed at several jokes I've made, and has also gotten upset at jokes I've made and after I apologized told me not to apologize and read the room next time, and told me to go to sleep
and yes these were all specifically directed at me
I fucking love my menhera wife so much god I hope she stabs me please stab me please
also I've been just as crazy to her 
