>>43912921 ill take you on that offer.a year and a half of supporting this person because i loved hololive so much and wanted the english version to succeed. She had so much of the things i didnt know i liked in a person and promised so much, calling teammates to try along with her. and for me i did. i took up singing, bought a house and was working hard, 60 hour weeks with plenty of on call rotation. instead and all i got on her end was constant disappointment and let downs. mem post after mem post, stream after stream. the, in the end to treat any part of her fanbase, even from a place of feigned arrogance, is just despicable. she had no right to act that way. her fans were working hard one way or another.
she isnt willing to show that she understands the hurt she caused and refuses to try and make amends. she failed in the domains she was supposed to be best at. being a streamer and developing a healthy community along with it. i want her to know that after 2.5 years (1 of which watching jp clips before en debuted), i dont care for hololives ecosystem at all anymore, let alone just her. its all been a huge let down.