>>4409599Well damn, I'm in the same boat as you!
But I'm a bit concerned that my motivation for becoming a membershrimp might not result in any good, whether if it's for her or for me. I'm afraid I'll ask or do something that she don't really know how to deal with, or she don't want to talk about much.
Things like my increasingly unhealthy obsession over her voice leading to me excessively singing praises to, or nerding out technicalities of her voice, singing, technique, and musicality, and trying too hard to figure her out as a person even though she's been quite introverted as far as I know her (I wished to know because I believe this is how she got to be such an entertainer).
[spolier]I've been watching HER youtube since 2018 (like everyone else I guess), but as a SEAfag who also didn't care about streaming, I have no desire of chasing after HER streams since HER stream time is at witch hours and I'm almost always dead asleep by then. So I don't know and hadn't cared much about her personality. I just thought of her as a weeb girl that –with the help of alcohol– has attained the power of memes, while also, somewhat inconspicuously, represses an angelic voice behind all the money raking antics[/spoiler:lit]
There's sooo many ways to fall, crash, and burn, I feel like a clumsy giant trying to handle a rare, beautiful, delicate little flower considering how shit I've been with girls and women all my life, and how bad my social skills are overall.
Can any of you give a little advice?
On another note, I was trying to post this since yesterday, but hadn't got time.
>>4379860 This avid foot and socks fetishist did...Here's him quoting the tweet in disbelief that his fantasy became mainstream
https://twitter.com/akaza2sox/status/1394863952480276483Here's his 2D rigwork for an animated leg that he drew himself. The character (Kurosu Tonya) is also his own (pardon the crappy blink tracking).
https://twitter.com/akaza2sox/status/1399007128396845061 
