>>4451295The person irl is not like how she portrays herself online as Aqua, although honestly idk what Aqua says about her life because I do not watch livers who I knew in their past lives. She is likely okay, even if her mental health has deteriorated in the past few years. She had a completely normal life before hololive. High-Middle class family, nice house, went to school and very balanced group of friends online and offline (including a rumored boyfriend). I think there were rumors about her being a little menhera but not enough for people to talk like there was something wrong with her, more like she was just an anxious person.
I'm sure she's got people around her supporting her.
and before rrat or scizo
believe it or not there are people who exist who knew this girl before she was famous. She was a small-time league streamer and moe streamer with a well-known twitter handle within jp community. She would often play with friends and post pictures of normal teen girl things like her cooking or going out with friends.
tldr ur oshi isn't dying alone in a hole, she might be going through stuff but she has a really good support net. Oh and for speculation on her weight, she was always slim and top tier cute. Like idol level of cute.