what an oshi actually was. i watched many chuubas at first. i settled for senchou and pekora. their streams were funny. i liked the boomer anime soundtrack on marine's stream. then i watched subaru and aqua. they were funny but ultimately i lost interest. after that i watched watame. i liked how nice she was. great singer too. i just wanted watame to be happy. and i loved funposting with watamelons.

then i started watching kanata and mio for their singing. but pp tenshi stopped having singing streams so i kinda didn't watch her as much. after that i just sort of settled on watame first with pekora, marine and mio on the side

but the other day i saw tokino sora singing my favorite song. and i started watching some of her streams and i got the gosling feels. i like her voice, i like her demeanor, i like the music she sings. i had no idea it was this different. it feels so fucking bad my friends. why is it like this? i thought i was just watching cute animes doing cute things