A forced tulpa is asking for troubling. It's like trying to forcefully split a part of your psyche.
I had one form out of desire to survive when I was a hardcore junkie. She woke me up when I was nodding off of an almost heroine overdose and stuck around for almost two years. She pushed me to quit drugs. I did.
It made me sad that she began to disappear after I quit and made and a moderate success of myself. No more leeching, got my own car, my own place, getting into my old hobbies again, etc. We made peace with each other after I accepted what she was. Really, just a part of me.
Sometimes I still see her in my dreams. Sure I still miss "hearing" her sometimes, but seeing her there occasionally is always a nice suprise.
Know that if you force a tulpa, this very well may not be the case for you. There's no way to know if this forced tulpa will be benevolent or not, especially if your brain does not want or need it.
>>4486687You'll essentially hear thoughts that form of their own volition without any effort of your own. Occasionally you'll sort of zone out when looking at certain things and your brain will "envision" them in reality. Sometimes you may even feel them if they "touch" you. I never got to the point of full on vivid hallucinations, but I came close sometimes.
And yes, in case any of you are wondering, I do take my meds now. That's part of the deal.
