Sorry Henri, the monster you created cannot be stopped. Yeah, you accomplished your initial goal of getting her noticed. However, you let your emotions do the thinking. Now, this is just another regret to add to your pathetic existence. If you were just able to control your emotions and not say the things you said about her coworkers, you would still be enjoying the fruits of your labor, instead you are desperately trying to destroy the thing you once loved, because you realize she doesn't need you now, or ever again... it's over Henri.
