>>4542346during collabs she has to talk "face to face" with people she knows, i feel the same at work, i'm in good terms with everyone (mostly) but fuck interacting in person, people always come up with something they can talk about among themselves but I grew up isolated and disliking the trash they watch, listen and read (the lack of, lmao), I might like and respect someone as a person or their work, but i never learned how to be a part of a group and enjoy it, even if it's a group made of 2, i can deal with it but i'm still shit at it, look at Pekora during the surprise UsaKen collab, she tried her best to start a conversation that she thought would be interesting, only to be pitied by Botan and ignored by Towa, both trying in their own way to not hurt her by saying "what the hell prompted this?" I used to have that sort of thing happen to me all the time
