>>45548042Her actual past is something like "I had a crush on a guy and he dated another chick and it ruined my life forever", which in of itself is a fairly normal immediate reaction, HOWEVER her unnaturally masculine stubbornness caused her to double, triple, and quadruple down on this sentiment instead of just letting it go.
This caused her to also view literally any form of statements of positive attraction, like "you're so sexy" or "this is how you act more sexy" to be taken as completely unwanted, further driving her away from femininity.
These are all things Calli openly admitted on Calli streams, just without any self awareness of the fact she's stuck in a teenager's brain.