>>46390562"Thank you for calling me cute even when I'm this lethargic in the morning and not just when I'm shining brightly, that makes me very happy. Thank you always, I'm just living my days as an introvert while pretending to be an extrovert" Sukonbu: "Off-Shirakami is great too" "That's when you are especially cute" She brought up her voice from the early days at some point, she feels like she overdid the voice and was so nervous at the same time that it felt like her throat was being strangled sometimes. She said she can probably still do that voice, but back then it took so much effort to even speak like that that it made it even harder to come up with what to say. She said that her voice pitch naturally raises by an octave when she is nervous too, especially when answering phone calls, even today. While still on the topic of voices, she said she thinks she isn't that great at imitating voices (e.g. Marine, Mio) but she is really good at imitating the intonation of other people so it still sounds goods to people. After a while of talking and joking around about the pronunciation of Häagen-Dazs she suddenly says "I wondeder what all that negativity I had in the beginning of the stream was all about. But I do think I need to work a bit on my communication. Today's key lesson for everyone: Communication is important. But I think it's fine to be like this a little once in a while" Someone in the comments said "Lately I've been too negative and it has been a bit rough" and she answered "In times like that I think it's good to watch your Oshi's stream or play a game you like or just put all your energy into something else you enjoy" "Anyway, it's not like I'm all too worried about being unsociable and bad at communicating right now, but I would like to get a bit better at talking." In the very end, after she beat the second run, she was talking about what to do for April's fool and she mentioned having Kuro or Howaburi stream, and the comments mentioned Murakami so she once again denied her existence, but ended up discussing the possibility of there being one Shirakami her for every color in existencec or even for every RGB code. Then she thought knowing your Oshi only be her number code is kind of scary and distopian. She imagined 200 of herself being in the same Discord call and it being a huge mess. A Sukonbu said "But if you're all bad at communication then there probably wouldn't be anyone talking", but Shirakami objected and said it'd be fine because they all presumably share the same interest and know each other's way of thinking, so there'd be plenty of topics of conversation to be had. She said one of her main problems is the fact that if she doesn't know what someone likes, she has no idea what to talk about. It's the same for Holomen. She knows Flare well and knows what she likes, like Splatoon or Undertale and her Oshi character Sans, so it's easy for her to talk to her because they have a lot of common ground and topics to fall back to, but she doesn't know what a lot of other Holomen enjoy doing, watching or playing as much or what kind of Oshi characters they might have. It's easy for Otaku to talk about each other's Oshi, so that'd be a good topic for her, but if someone would try to a more usual girl talk conversation with her, she'd struggle. Sukonbu: "What about talking about lolis" "That... I don't think it's a good idea to ask random people what they think about lolis. There's definitely Holomen that you can ask that kind of question, but there's also ones where I'd probably avoid it. That seems like it'd be hard to deal with, maybe I'd end up having to talk with the police. Or maybe they'd get excited and start hyperventilating. Yeah, that's a rough topic"
That's pretty much it, I thought it was super interesting to get a glance behind the scene and it was refreshing to see her be so open about some stuff she kind of struggles with, despite her image and all.
