>>46506240used to love her, like real love, obsession, she used to hit all the right spots for me and I cared a lot about her, even got my life together, got a better job to be able to SC daily and buy all merch, went back to the gym to look better when I use her shirt, at one point she was my reason to live, before that I was just going through the motions, waking up working going to bed, and it's not because I had any problems, had gfs before but always end up bored of them (or they cheat on me and I dump them) nothing made me interested, I was bored with the entire world, until I started watching Kronii who made me look forward to every stream, to know her reaction to things, to understand how her mind works, I used to respect her super honesty, and her complete dislike for lies and fakeness, I thought she was the only person who got it, how hard is to trust someone specially through the internet, that's why her betrayal hurt so bad, I about to end my life, like, nothing else could give me that feeling again, I can't trust no one else, got close to buying a shotgun, even got the required amount cleared up with my bank, but then I remembered my father, who always loved me and would be devastated, I don't want to hurt him, and he deserves to be happy, nowadays I'm living for him, got another oshi, I go through the motions of life and I'm happy after transferring all the feelings for Kronii to her, she makes me feel good, very different from the way Kronii worked for me, I'm just happy for her and admire her work.
In the end, you can say I hate Kronii for what she did.
