>>46865296Same anon as this post, I'll elaborate my waifuism further:
Mankind is like a massive tree, each branch a person, that being the evolutionary algorithm of life, exploring all possibilities, all branches, growing further. It doesn't matter if you personally don't achieve a normalfag life, since most people/branches are heading that way anyways so that pathing of discovery is secured. Other branches may grow in different directions, most of them being pruned eventually, but regardless, this realization gives you freedom. The freedom to pursue an eccentric path to its ultimate consequences, your purpose engraved into the depths of your very soul. Maybe you'll be a branch that finds the sunlight, who knows! And if you don't, that's ok too, there are a trillion branches so don't take life that seriously!
tl;dr: Instead of failing to try being a normalfag, or wallow in your sadness and damnation, abandon all common sense and dedicate yourself beyond all limits to an eccentric/unexplored path. If you die, die smiling like a absolute mad lad! It's being working for me for 17 years so I must be doing something right!.