>>4777373>tfw I was just thinking this night how perfect blue is my favourite and relatable chinese cartoon and how cringe my actions are>tfw I was contemplating how schizo my emotions gets when it comes to chuubasI have no face, only feels.
>>4782385Absolutely this, being a menhera is not good for you, it's addictive and imprisoning, I can say from heavy self-experience.
Talk to your friends or buddies, go for walk, watch something, kill yourselfdesu etc, a lot of options. Don't let your oshi invade your mind 24/7 because you are delusional broken man who tries too hard, craves for acceptance and signs sympathy due to severe low self-esteem.
