>>4823309I almost laughed but she's not my oshi. When mine goes I'll be fucking devastated, like fucked up for an extended period of time. I will absolutely sob at the announcement. There will be at least one time where I have to go hide in a bathroom to avoid crying in public.
I have fucked up, I have to get my life in order. Except she's one of the only factors that makes me want to improve myself.