>>4855487I have tried various ways to cope, but I still can't fill the hollowness inside. I woke up expecting to hear a good news from that announcement, only to be devastated by her imminent graduation. I tried to be angry and lash out to everyone involved- the zhangs because of their wretched existence, cover for their impotence in protecting their talents, and even my oshi for giving up the fight. All of that rage turned into crushing loneliness. This will be the last time I can hear her say that gods damn "next meme!" full of vigor, this will be the last time she will collab with her friends/co workers as kiryuu coco, this will be the last time I can see her complete with the 4th gen. I will never see her again during concerts, i will never see the gen 4 complete again, and there will always be that empty spot that will never be filled. I'm sorry chairman, I can't stay positive knowing that all of these will just be memories in a month's time.