>>4909225>if anons want to have sex with herAs much as it's part of the package, yeah. Just as much as going to bed at night, waking up the next morning, and sharing an early meal are part of that package. She makes me feel like everything I ever wanted is out there waiting for me...somewhere. It's a powerful emotional drive that takes me to great heights and agonizing depths, like trying to control a fire inside myself.
It makes me fearful and it makes me strong, often at the same time. The hope gets me through the day but the despair can tear me up inside if I'm not careful. The only thing that could do this to me is love in every sense of the word, every last one, and no matter how much it hurts me I absolutely will not let it go.
