>>49087636>Sometimes it stresses me out a lot, like after a stream where I feel like I'm being treated as more of an object than as a person. And it kinda stresses me out a lot, and I don't know how to- I'm not good with confrontation. Y'know? And we're not friends, either, in a sense. Like, I call you guys my besties because I trust you guys but we're not friends to the extent that I can just be like "hey." Y'know, like I hate saying it, and it sucks but we're not friends at the end of the day. Y'know? But, yeah. Yknow? Like, I love you guys so much. SO so so much. Like you are my... I don't know, like you are my child or something, I don't know. Like, I don't know what it's called, like I just love you guys so so so so much. But we're not on like a personal level, I guess, in a sense, to say. (Your fans?) Like, I guess so, I don't know, I just, I love you guys like so, so so much, you guys are so important to me, and I think about you guys first before, like I do most things. But, y'know, we'll never be on, like, a friendship level. Which sucks, but it's the truth. But it's so, like, I guess it's difficult. But yeah. I don't know how to describe it.Anyone bringing her """yab""" back up to compare it to Fauna's "yab" is a retard. Still incredible how you retards take one sentence and act like she unironically did some rant about how she's not chat's friend or whatever. A bunch of you fags like to ignore the context of her saying that she can't just bring up that she's being made uncomfortable by some comments sometimes because she's not personally friends with all of the members of chat, she didn't just say "lol we're not friends" to shit on chat whatsoever. This entire board arc of shitting on her for this has been one of the most egregious and blatant moments of just repeatedly attacking Nijisanji livers only because of tribalism when there was no fucking "yab." She's still easily one of the most affectionate NijiEN livers towards chat, more than most of HoloEN, too, for that matter.
