>>50314618"I feel like I'm cursed"
The curse: Mafumafu
The cure: Learning to disassociate your work-account from your private-account.
I can't to this day feel bad for what happened to her as Rushia. She had everything going on for herself, she had a massive fanbase, she had everyone wrapped around her fingers with her girlfriend act, even other Vtubers like Marine and Tamaki who played along with her "Stabby girlfriend" act.
I really don't get to this day how a manager thought nothing was wrong with Rushia's Discord, given how she drilled her fans to think of her, given how she tried to sell wedding ring merch for Valentine's day.
I wouldn't call myself an anti as someone who'd take Rushia back in Hololive any day, but I just can't act like she didn't have this coming. She got into trouble over that MathuFacku before already and she thought in her pretty little mind that she could go on pretending nothing happened.
If she thinks she's cursed, it's probably because she has mental health issues and can't come to terms with the fact that she lost so much over Mafumafu's dumbass DMing her at work.