>>50318372I don't know anon and i'm not trying to troll. Nobody is going to believe it but whatever.
I'm only seeing her losing another big figure for reasons I can't even blame him about and her giving a bad first impression of the raid new viewers while ignoring her new kouhai again for reasons that seems to be more petty every day that passes.
I feel like I have been in a sinking ship for a year, not because it hit an iceberg, but because the ship captain keeps drilling holes into it as a hobby.
I'm not actually planning to do it, but sometimes I kinda wish to change oshi.
I still watch Holos from time to time if they play something cool and while a few have their own problems too and I'm not a fan at all of the corpo vibes, for the fans of the majority it feels like a bliss.
No drama, no being harrassed, they take their breaks so they don't get into a meltdown, consistent variety of gaming streams in which they only stream if they feel happy enough,
they actually properly (as far as Japanese can) communicate with their fans (how many things could have been avoided if she actually talked clearly and honestly with us the overseas fanbase?), don't have to worry about the possibility of doing things behind my back (or at least they hide it well)...
I almost prefer this on a cold friendzoning chuuba that being on this wild rollercoaster.
