Rumina has been Fallenshadow's oshi since 2018. Despite this, and now being a big vtuber herself, she said yesterday during a members only stream that she would never want to talk to Rumina or have her know she exists, as she's pretty sure Rumina would hate her or feel like they have to compete, and she just wants to be a fan and cheer her on as a fan, and she doesn't want Rumina to hate her.
Can any of you elaborate why she might hate Fallenshadow? Is it just her being mentally ill or would she really hate a big fan of hers just for, I assume, being another loli vtuber with a cute voice? If this is true how can someone like Fallenshadow continue to support her no matter what knowing that if Rumina had any clue she existed she would despise her?
