>>5112923ah, but remember, half the anons you hear from aren't human, and OP is probably a bug, to boot.
>>5112929>It's very easy to have thick skin on 4chan. No one can even bring up your previous dumbass posts and make fun of you, it's all ephemeral.and this is what the few human anons usually forget. the main thing that lets them be captain hardass on 4chan is the blank green mask of anonymous, making whatever faggotry they spout vanish when a thread goes off the board. if you argue a point and it turns out you're wrong, unless you're being an idiot and namefagging or tripfagging when you don't have an explicit need to do so, nobody's going to know about it even one thread later as long as you don't have a distinct behavior pattern.
>>5112979funny enough, my life's been a wall of being told nothing I do is correct even if I'm perfectly imitating the demonstration provided by the person telling me I'm doing it wrong, constant shitflinging for inherently standing out in a crowd, and generally being the pariah. all it's ever done is make what little praise I get come off as lies and make me expect the other shoe to drop at any moment. the last time I had an anon offer to do something legit kind for me I automatically expected it was just more trolling, reminiscent of the mistake of trusting one of my gradeschool peers back in the early 90s.
being treated like dogshit conditions you to expect only further rejection and mistreatment.
>>5114936therapy can do a fair bit if you can get it. alas that aqua is in japan, where there are no therapists, and mental health is such a denied concept that people not ignoring it ended up a subculture (whose abbreviated name /vt/ thinks means mental illness).
>>5115807the problem with trying to simplify it that way is that anxiety of a level where psychologists get involved is not something you're able to just shove out of your mind like that, and it takes very little for it to flood back in the moment a distraction falters, the proverbial straw breaking the camel's back, and it tends to be self-reinforcing. you hit a point where you'll get your mind off whatever rrat the anxiety is spinning in your head, be fine for a bit, and then literally anything bad happening will just get that part of your brain screaming at you like
>I TOLD YOU SO>YOU IDIOT YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS NOT BEING WORRIED ABOUT <root of anxiety> FOR EVEN A MOMENT>THIS IS YOUR FAULT, ALL OF IT IS, SO SUFFER A BIT MORE.>YOU DESERVE THIS PUNISHMENT FOR THINKING YOU COULD EVER HAVE A MOMENT'S RESPITEand while meds *can* help, it can be a very long, potentially hazardous process finding the right shit at the right dose for them to actually do so. brain chemistry is a fucking bitch.
