You literally spent your precious time learning a dead language just to understand the babbles a Japanese girls "says". You pretend that girl who lives at thousand kilometers apart from you is actually your girlfriend and you defend her on this website because you are an autistic faggot.
Worst you might be an ESL who don't even understand what your oshi says, going on /hlgg/ and writting "She did it!" while watching Miko playing another shitty game is not better than watching "ENsharts" like you call them. You will never be Japanese and you will never have a good grasp of the Japanese language.