>>5170202It's fine, let it out, let it all out. It's fine if you have to cry, it's fine if you have to scream. those feelings need to make their way out of you somehow. If you need a hug, don't hesitate to make the first step, I'm here for you.
Sometimes it feels like one loss, one event, can change your life forever and make it impossible to stand, but the truth is that we humans are resilient little beasts, we can make it and find happiness no matter what happens if we truly try.
Don't think about her, think about you and your personal growth. You have worth, you are loved, you can be loved. The world is so large and filled with beauty. I feel happy for you, that gets to find out this wonderful thing right here and now