I'll just come out and say it, it got too real for me. Yes, I agree, I came into this space with alot of energy and enthuisiasm as I would finally be able to interact with my favorite online personalities, play games all day, sing songs and be famous! It all seemed too good to be true, well now I know it is.. Reality began to set in, I realized Although I was living my dream life, something was missing. I didnt want to believe it at first because I hard worked so hard to achieve this status and level of recognition as a vtuber but I finally had to accept it: This isnt what my life was supposed to be.
The more time I spent perpetuating this persona the less I felt that I was working towards the person I wanted to truly be, something I could be proud of, something I can look back on fondly once its all over. I know this might not be news you all wanted to hear after being distant for so long but I finally decided to commit to my decision. I "Gawr Gura" will be stepping away from V-tubing as a whole and move onto bigger and better things in life. I never meant to hurt any of you and I hope you chumbuds can in time accept this decision and move on in life like I have.
Thank you for everything <3
~a