secrets, favoritism and talking shit behind our backs, I know that she badmouthed me, thanks to all that I don't feel like keeping going, it's all shit, I don't know why every time there's something about her I keep coming back, I didn't get anything from this, I didn't get a model, she didn't write me a letter, she didn't pretend to be my girlfriend for months, just a goodbye and a half-hearted and poorly written email, it makes sense to me I don't matter only what matters is what they can get from my, money and nothing else.