I've been watching my oshi less
I've been hesitating on akasupas so I can save for a vacation
I've been doing jp reps
I've been going to the gym
I've been hanging out with friends more, irl and online
I've been playing more video games
I've been watching more anime
I've been cooking for myself
I've let my friends talk me into going to dance class with them

How do I save myself from this dark path and atone to my oshi?