>>5417524That's simple anon, there's only way to feel things again, you got to feel them!
Stop holding yourself back, get into your oshi, start felling excited and fan the flames of slightest enjoyment you get from it, stop holding your opinions back!
Start shouting out loud who you are and don't let anyone, even yourself hold your emotions back!
Start working out instantly until you fall and can't get up, start linking your oshi to religion and fill your soul with purpose of helping her, start making OC in fucking MMD if you have to!
Find yourself some sort of dream and then follow it until it fucking kills you, don't let yourself be a rotting husk, start fucking fighting back when you see your hobby dying, start promoting indies you liked fucking everywhere!
JUST DO IT
