>>54557507i need the reminder or else i forget what does not belong to me. it is i who chose this but also i who can avoid this. can you imagine? being a fool lying to yourself that you can not get lied to by people who do not exist? if they are in my head, they are not in front of me thus they are not real. i can not make them real but only, because i chose not to give in. knowing is half the battle they say and i say this battle can not happen a third time. i have steeled myself in the arts of antithotery and i refuse to yield to those exploits anymore. getting real tired of the true meaning of this world so i must create new ones. new ones that i can follow. new beliefs that are worth believing in. but it does not have to make sense to anyone else but me. and so, i still need a reminder, a memorabilia that exudes pink waves (i saw them,do not try to argue) of my past mistakes to lead me into a better tomorrow. also, i am beyond lazy
