>>55104990Don't be embarrassed about being a virgin, it's a retarded insult anyway.
In my teens I used to have sex when I was a partygoer with my mates and I don't even look back to those days fondly. I don't miss casual sex at all. I don't want casual sex.
I understand what you mean by this -
>but more a general existential loneliness that I never met my twin flame.That's what I want. That's what I crave for and unfortunately that is by far the hardest thing to get. I can fire up fucking tinder whenever the fuck I damn well please and fuck girls, I'm not ugly, wasn't back in my teens and I'm still not now, I've aged remarkably well.
>All the sex stuff people obsess over just confuses me. People are obsessed with sex for 2 reasons. 1, the modern day culture is centered around sex and degeneracy is more rampant than ever before.
2, people can easily replicate the feeling of sex, which is something you can't do with love. Coombrains keep fapping none stop because it's the only thing they can do to feel one singular aspect of partnership.
I've got friends who I knew from school who have kids now. The 3 I know are depressed. Clinically depressed. One tried to kill himself 2 years ago by taking a bunch of sleeping pills and he now suffers from psychosis.
You can be in a relationship and still feel like shit if there's no love.
I don't give a fuck how corny or cringe it sounds, love is what everyone actually craves, even if they don't know it. How I wish we all had our own soulmates, we'd all be happy as fuck and feel completed.
Instead we have to settle for this. Artificial fake love.