Ok, i think i'm done with my message. Holy shit it got way too fucking long (like way more than anyone would expect), but i wanted to put a lot of things into it.
Although i tried to be the least emotional as possible it was kinda cathartic. I really tried to put it in a neutral objective point so she basically (hopefully) doesn't start calling me an anti and doing weird twitter posts.
Also English isn't my first language so it's probably a mess with poor vocabulary.
Where are suitable places to send it so she can read it and not lash out.
Discord?
Twitter? (likely way too fucking long for twitter)
DMs?
Youtube comments?
Here it is in English, you can laugh at my poor composition and tell me it's too much text and to post it to the writing general thread:
https://pastebin.com/HJjCinqLI will probably put it through DeepL before posting it and forget about it