>>56875551It's more complicated that you may think. She's a severely mentally ill woman with a bipolar disorder and a literal PTSD from the February incident that makes her way more anxious over being abandoned and criticized
And before you reply, i'm not justifying her behavior, she with no doubt keeps taking terrible decisions while manic that hurts many people including her and is incapable of stopping her APEX addiction despite many people telling her and both of those basically make her enter into a manic spiral in which she just bunkers up with her yes-man.
But my point is that she has said some awful things in the past about parts of her fanbase while manic and eventually in twitcasts at 4am when no one was expecting her to roll back by that time, start legitimately crying and apologizing and turning back for hours (depressive phase).
She's attached to many of us the same way we the mentally ill gachi fanbase are attached to her. For every bad comment there was dozens of love comments for months.
And some of her jp gachikois were the ones to actually encourage her to do this things since she really wants to do competitive APEX shit, so she did have some support on this the jp gachikois justified as "a fact of life that you can't satisfy everyone but you should pursue what makes you happy". They all misunderstand happiness for addiction, oh well.
If you have ever being in a actual romantic relationship in real life you know that people sometimes fight, sometimes they say terrible things to each other and so on and it's not so black and white. Even mentally healthy people has plenty of flaws. That's why it's difficult to just interpret things in your way.
Also, as an aside while i'm completely repulsed and furious at her doing this collabs and it absolutely make me stop being a fan, i'm not going to take the absurd train that just because she collabs with some dudes in discord it means they go in dinners and fuck each other. She's a lonely complete menhera incapable of keeping friendships (she can't even keep up with kson who is her closest friend) and with such a physical health she (and we know this is legitimate) keeps getting ill all the fucking time. For me just the fact of the male collab, regardless of anything else after it's just enough.
TL;DR: Life is complicated, mentally ill people are a mess but not everything has to be pure calculated malice.
