>>56875781>>56875100>>56874585wall of text inc., if you want a tldr fuck off or use chatgpl or w/e I cbf to
I ended almost roping over what she was doing and was having a mental breakdown so I was tweeting about it out of schizophrenia, including pictures
ended up in the hospital(at least two other fans have attempted something btw, one is still alive the other is MIA still)
I mentioned how when she talked about her suicide attempt I cried with her and tried to comfort her while antis were mocking her and making jokes about it
The next stream I was planning to quietly watch, she started saying that one of her collab partners is a good guy(Note: every single guy she has said this about has ended up being a bad person who has caused her harm).
It irritated me enough to fuck up by actually revealing I was watching, and said "he is not a good guy"
and of course she fucking saw me and read it and then because she had been waiting for a reason to scream at me for days she insulted me in every single way possible over attempting suicide
I actually don't remember the full contents of the roast, my hearing kinda like stopped and became just white noise a little after she started and my memory isn't working well atm
btw, the guy I said isn't a good guy spent their entire collab mocking and attacking her casually while she was too manic to actually process what he was saying and either didn't understand or assumed absolute and total good faith from everything being said. She turned into a willing lolcow for them on stream and it was pointed out by non-fans quite a bit now. One of his "jokes" was literally "it's amazing how this type of collab wouldn't have happened a year - no, 2 years ago, but now you're here lmao"
And her response showed that she literally didn't even understand the actual meaning behind what he was actually alluding to at all.
This is also the third time I have told her "this man you are interacting with is a bad person, please do not trust him", she berates me for telling her, she later is fucked over by him and realizes it, and apologizes to me directly for not believing me about him
